Peminat

Agak-agak perempuan mcm saya ni ada juga peminat?? Muka dah lah x cantik, cuma 'kiut' aja la... hahah... perasannya ko Jessela! Dah la pipi tersorong-sorong, chubby-mubby a.k.a montel terlebih berat badan atau dlm bahasa Inggeris 'overweight'.. huhu, kasian delo.. Apa blh buat la sudah original not Hot n spicy body ko mcm tu dari kecil sampai sekarang..

Sebenarnya post kali ni, saya ingin berkongsi kisah peminat sy.. (or whatever). Mau cakap sy ni byk peminat tidak la juga.. but, adalah la juga... But there's one boy from Sipitang, I don't know why he can fall in love with me padahal never meet pun.. He's only see my face at FB mah.. He ask me to become his girlfriend. I said, I already has boyfriend and I really love my koupusan.. But, he's keep text me about all jiwang-jiwang words that makes me wanna vomit.. Ada ka patut dia sanggup jadi skandal.. Heiya, eventhough he's doesn't mind I has a boyfriend, he want jugak oh... pelik bin ajaib..I think he's was like that bcoz he maybe desperate, and feeling lonely bcoz dumped by his girlfriend.. Huhu, pity him.. Feel sorry with him. But, I would not betray my bf.. Bcoz I think I really sayang with my koupusan. Beside, I doesn't has any feeling towards him.



That's the first story about my secret admire kunun.. The second one was a man from Sarawak. He's just know me on last year on December which was on Induction course at Kolej Sains Kesihatan Sg. Buloh (KSKB).. I still remember on that day he was standing near the exit door, that time I want go to toilet suddenly he look at my name tag that I wear on my baju kurung that I wear on that day. He's pronounce my name sambil tersenyum-senyum and then I looked his face (normal reflection..I think). And that time I balas senyuman jugak la, coz biasa la dah org tegur mestilah senyum balik.. lagipun later work under one Kementerrian Kesihatan Malaysia mah.. I never thought that he likes me. Yalah kan, I'm not beautiful can't compete the nursing students that also attended the Induction course. After few days, after the induction course was done, we've became friends on facebook. From that he's asked my phone number, I just give him because I only anggap him as a friend nothing special. Because I know that I has boyfriend already mah.. Bermula dari situ, dia sms saya and pernah ajak saya keluar.. But, I refused it. He also know that I already has boyfriend. Maybe dia pernah nampak kot saya jalan dengan boyfriend saya masa Induksi. I never terima lamaran dia untuk jadi girlfriend dia, but he's called me Honey and he asked me to called him hubby.. Hahaha... sedangkan saya sama boyfriend saya pun just panggil kmk ktk, cyg.. tu pun dalam mesej jak..kalo depan-depan saya kau jak.. Better like that, like a bestfriend.. :) . Saya cakap dengan lelaki tu tak bolehka kita jadi friend saja.. Then dia cakap, better ko remove saya dari FB.. Then, saya buat2 la tak tahu. Slalu ajak sy WC tapi macam biasa la, saya bagi alasan. Jahat kan saya?? hahaha! Saya tidak suka bha ber"webcam" dengan lelaki selain dari Boyfriend saya.. Tidak lama tu dia yang remove saya dari FB. Dia cakap kunun yang buat apa dia menyemak dalam friendlist FB saya sedangkan kami tiada apa-apa hubungan. Cehhh... dasar lelaki buaya darat.. Padahal saya tengok dalam FB dia, perempuan jak ramai dalam lelaki seciput jak..

I think he's just want play me with, mau mempermainkan perasaan saya.. Hey man, you've choose wrong person la.. Okay, never mind if you want start the game, then I will play too!!! Last week, dia ada sent MMS muka dia.. Punya terkejut my heart (nokotigok my heart), bila open that mesej I thought my boyfriend yang sent rupanya2 lelaki itu. Punah harapan bila tengok MMS tu, ingatkan muka boyfriend saya sebab dah lama dah saya mintak gambar dengan boyfriend saya tu.. Today morning (28/02/2012), he text me. Mesej tu berbunyi macam ni "I MISS U MY DEAR JESS.."..

ish3, kenak bah laki tok? Pa bah motifnya mengejar aku sik abiz2.... Aku dah ada gerek la hubby oi.. I just want be a good friend of yours bah... hm..  Tak dilayan pun, masih berharap.. Nda paham saya eh... Begitu ka perangai lelaki??? Ada org cakap bukanb semua lelaki sama.. Tapi entahlah...